Meltdown

I am terribly broke and depressed and I think it's time for me to move back across the country so that I can get a better job because I can't even get an interview for the life of me here but I don't want to tell my SO because it will mean breaking up.  Anxiety is a powerful force in my life and right now its hitting me with full force and I can barely breathe.  I don't know what to do and I mostly just cry.  I keep thinking, I just need to get through a couple more months, this summer...  I don't know.  But I'm 30 and educated and need a job.